Filed under: Life Goals, Other people, The New Deal | Tags: City Year, Miami, Stupid Boys
Week One of City Year Basic Training Academy (BTA) is over. The weekend would be ending its natural conclusion; however, for the second week in a row timing allows for an additional day to be mixed into what little is left of our free time here in Miami. After my last post, I feel the need to emphasize that I’m doing okay. I’m alright. Despite my little emotional setback, I don’t have anything to complain about. I’m still alive. I still have a house with good roommates. I still have friends and future friends. I’m still completely broke, but one day that won’t be such the case. (hopefully). I’m trying to eat and trying to sleep. Kinda failing at both, but I feel alright. I’m taking everything day by day. I’m rife with excitement for the potential City Year promises. On that note, a brief breakdown of this week in Laura’s City Year.
After eight hours of registration, my first day of City Year broke for a three-day weekend. When we recovened on the following Tuesday (Sept 1), the entire Corps was together for the first time. We were assigned into teams of approximately 8 Corps members and one senior Corps member who acted as our leader for the next week. My team called ourselves the “Team Na, Na, Na” (in the vien of Mr. Will Smith’s “Getting Jiggy With It” not Steams’ “Na Na Hey Hey Kiss Him Goodbye”). For the next week, whenever the Corps broke into smaller groups, be it for Physical Training (PT) or ice breakers or our service project, these were the kids I was paired with. We talked about our reasons for coming to City Year and our reasons for wanting to serve, our goals and our pasts. When I wasn’t paired with them, we sat through workshops and whole Corps ice breakers/games. I feel I’ve met every Corps member this week. I know most names and definitely all faces. Half of them have either rode in Tobey or hung out at my house. I’m amazed at how quickly I’ve left behind my slow-to-warm shell in favor of diving in head first. It helps, of course, that I’m living in the biggest CY house with a whole slew of extroverts.
On that note, a brief-ish overview of my housing situation. I’m living with 5 other Corps members. Aside from some loudness issues, we all mesh really well. I’m once again amazed at how quickly we’ve become an urban family. I’ve yet to have to leave the house in order to cool/have some quiet Laura time and I don’t imagine this will be an actual issue throughout the next 10 months. During our first Community Meeting at BTA, Tommy stood during the Appreciations section and told the whole Corps how much he appreciates living in our house and how he’s amazed at how well we as a whole, despite coming from literally every corner of America and every background possible have made our situation work. No other house seems to share the bond we’ve got going now. Not to mention, we’re clearly the most attractive house in all of the Corps. So that’s something, too. Although apparently that doesn’t mean the youngest Corps member wants me. But really, I think he’s fronting on that issue. We’ll see. While I was originally gonna request that he be my bus buddy for BTR, now I will not. Perhaps for the return trip, but I doubt it. I’m kinda (trying to be) over him. Once again though, we’ll see. He does have god awful taste in music, so that’s something to ease the transition.
Back to City Year, all the passion is contagious. With every moment that I’ve spent in BTA (and even PT, if you can believe it), I’ve grown more excited to actually get into the school, to step into my red jacket for the first time. I know that I’m going to be walking around from this year, a better person and at least one school in Miami will be better off for my service year. So woo, go me. And Basic Training Retreat is gonna rock.
It’s too early in the year to be offended this much. Tomorrow I’m gonna wake up, gonna reflect, gonna move along. Ain’t nothing to see her. No broken hearts (or even would be broken hearts), cause there was never any real potential to work off of anyways. But so it goes. Maybe tomorrow I’ll throw in a little music to make it a little better, but for now, I’m going to bed. I’m gonna try and forget I heard anything that was said to me, gonna try and pretend that nothing beyond me and IT exists, it’s just us—the future and the present of education, ain’t got nothing to deal with other people. Nothing at all. The end, goodnight.
Filed under: Bad Days, Other people | Tags: 4th of July, carnie, etc, PRODIGAL DRUNK SUMMER
Happy day after the 4th y’all.
I survived a midnight closing of the carnival, a death defying hike through nature at 1am, and so much more. Here i sit, drinking what’s left of my Old Crow and lamenting the fact that “tomorrow” begins officially in less than 9 hours. God darn it. I’m working quickly towards not liking the carnival so much. Which makes me sad.
But schoolgirl crushes make me soooooo happy.
But, in conclusion, I think I’ve been feeling down because (maybe) we’re nearing the 1 year anniversary of Buck’s death, i.e. we’re knee-deep in that shittastic month between his multiple arrests and his eventual death, and that kinda sucks, a lot. And I kinda miss him, a lot. Being a member of the Dead Dad Club ain’t all it’s cracked up to be, obvtron.
Filed under: Life Goals, Música, Other people, The New Deal | Tags: carnie, JoBros, PRODIGAL DRUNK SUMMER
Still the world’s worst updater. Ever. But I’ve been busy. And drunk. So those are my excuses. What are your’s?
Oh, and I was busy crossing yet another goal off my Life Goal list. This past Saturday, I took a day off from the carnival and went to the Portland stop of the Jonas Brothers 2009 World Tour. And it was epic. The most epic spectacle I’ve ever been to. And I was the tallest person there! So double win! And triple win: drunk. But OMG JOBROS!!!! We then walked home, got Whiffies, overheard the cute Whiffies owner saying he was supposed to go see the JoBros (omg!) but then something… I didn’t hear that part. But I swear, I’m starting to think I should just marry him. And eat Whiffies all day, every day. And call it a life. All in all, JoBros=love. Trulymadlydeeply. Best $20 ever spent.
The carnival’s been good. I’m essentially Queen of Kiddieland, meaning by night’s end I’m just walking from ride to ride talking to all the carnies. It’s a blast. And I have a school girl crush on so many random carnies that I’m never really bored. Tomorrow I’ll be carnie-ing while Emmylou Harris performs in the park which is dope. On the 4th, I’ll be carnie-ing to the sounds of (probably) the Frog Hopper and fireworks until midnight. I’m psyched.
I shot down the Movie Man which was an epic milestone. All to the soundtrack of George Michael. Yet another win.
The End.
Filed under: Música, Other people, Stupid Boys, The New Deal, Writing | Tags: PRODIGAL DRUNK SUMMER
I haven’t posted because:
- I was busy dying (not because of a hangover at the carnie job, mind you)
- I have 2 full-time jobs
- I’m a lazy beezy that just doesn’t care
- SO MUCH BAKING TO DO!
On my next day off (i.e. Monday, i.e. next week, i.e. my 1 day off a week), I’m making these bagels (click!)
And, dang, if Hayes Carll isn’t the dopest of dope alt-country dudes strumming/singing right now. AND Ryan Bingham’s new CD is mad growing on me. Look/wait with breath held, for a slightly updated review of Roadhouse Sun… it’s really kinda growing on me.
I gotta go to bed since job #2, i.e. autism day camp TA starts at 8am. everyday. In addition to my carnie job everyday, but at least I got hotties at Oaks Park to look at/think about (but not wanna bone, obvtron, cause eww, they are literally like 12, or 20, but still, really, my boss? at 20??? really???? and he mad owned you on the obscure-ish foreign dbag term? really?). Oh well.
FYI, been doing mad physical writing lately.
P.S. My baking has been lopsided, (ditto for one of my two roomies). I think our oven has turned on us. It now only cooks edges, then burns edges while cooking the innards of cakes/breads/etcs. WHACK ATTACK.
I will get one of the carnies into my bed. Oh, lord help me, but I will. Be it Pete and Pete, or my DBAG 20 year old boss, or the ohmygood so self-aware 19 year old. One of ‘em, or all of ‘em. That’s the plan.
AND P.P.S. JO BROS IN A WEEK + SOME DAYS!!!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!
Why are the gossip bloggers the only people in the world good at live blogging? For real, New York Times. I need to know how bad Mizzou’s losing and you just won’t update.
That was an epic end to a great Tournament of Champions!
Larissa lost in the final jeopardy!
I was sad for her, but Dan is awesome, too and he gave her a really sweet hug after it.
But mainly the match was spot-on intense.
Great game!
(For a better recap/the full match(!!!!), click here).
To take the creepy (?) nanny job or not?
I need the money.
It’s only on the weekends until after graduation.
It pays A LOT more than I’ll get anywhere else.
Hmmm……
Filed under: Life Goals, Other people, School | Tags: family drama, hotties, thesis hell, Writing
I am constantly telling myself that I need new friends. On all fronts. But I do nothing about it. Instead I watch the tv on the internet and rewatch (for the 1,000th or so time) The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly and lament how today’s hotties are wusses compared to the ones from a few generations back.
Think: Ryan Gosling versus Clint Eastwood (hell, I’m sure the 78-year-old Clint would still win) in a cage match.
Or: Shia LeBeaouf versus Cool Hand Luke-era Paul Newman.
Just no match. And that is so sad.
My goal for the weekend is to either figure out my poem all the way or bullshit enough to write 15 pages before 5pm on Sunday. I feel confident in the latter. I don’t think the prior will ever happen. It’s just too confusing and there are just too many possibilities and I can’t possibly articulate them all (or even just mine properly) with the amount of time I have left. So now I’m left to make decisions and hopefully they are so awful that I flunk.
My family’s been foreclosed upon. They are all living at my brother’s friend’s dad’s house with no food, no electricity, and no money. They still don’t have jobs. They will never have jobs.
But at least I figured out something concrete (format, plot, etc) for what I’m starting up after I graduate and officially move into Tobey.
Filed under: Música, Other people, Stupid Boys | Tags: Dennis Wilson, FAIL, family drama, Youtube Clip of the Day
I’m writing my family back in Missouri a letter. I can’t think of any other way of getting in touch with them. I don’t even know if we’ve been foreclosed upon yet. Who knows, maybe I’ll never see them again. I guess only time will truly tell on that front.
I’ve been thinking that maybe me winning wasn’t the best thing in the world. It’s sort of just made my mind all funny like always happens when I first meet someone and things are weird/good or I’ve just made a silly/stupid mistake. Once again, I guess only time will tell. Maybe I’m blowing everything out of proportion just because I’m awesome like that and no amount of stunting/fronting will change the fact.
Oh well. At least I got Dennis Wilson out of it. But then again, even that could be biased.
Whatever.
Today’s Youtube Clip of the Day is a montage (I think, to be honest, I haven’t watched the whole thing) set to Dennis Wilson’s “All Alone” (appropriately title? hopefully not, but the random eye roll and subtle rejection really hit me hard today [not that this connects with the statements in paragraph 2--it's actually 2 other people]). Below you will find a link to download said song, minus the surely appropriate Youtube montage action.