I also feel really sad/worried. UdeSA literally has one (1) lit class. So yeah, right now they are scrambling to figure out something for me otherwise I am f-u-c-k-e-d in a holy spectacular way! Also I need to sleep more, but I also want to spend time with people, but not really because I don’t really want too, but you know how it goes. Also, I think I have a crush, but I also think he can’t stand me… which, is most definitely something new. He’s also shorter than me, so hey mundo al reves… who knew. Finally, I just want to die right now and no one answers anything I send and that makes me feel invisible.
Something else I wrote. During the school year I had some free time…
Filed under: Música
I really like “Exile in Guyville” alot. Too bad there aren’t any guys for me to be exiled with… Yesterday, for the first time, I felt like I really know Spanish, like a lot. I was sitting in my San Andrés class, completely and utterly zoning out because that’s a godawful boring class, when I realized that even though I was paying literally a negative amount of attention to the teacher, I still knew what she was saying. Yay!
I also feel like a writer, for reals.
Filed under: Música
Also, Rock Argentino is seriously sick.
And I’m writing a story inspired by the Recoleta Cemetery
So. I’m obviously now in Argentina. Been here for… 25 days now. Only 150ish left? I’m only updating as a way to bridge the gap between now and when I’ll actually be able to sleep before my 8am class tomorrow morning. Basically, I love Argentina. It is summer and I get to wear pretty clothes and look at pretty boys and walk all over this amazing beautiful HUGE city while eating the best food I’ve ever had. But I can’t help but feel really lonely a lot. Whatever, I’m sure it will go away when actual school starts and I have that to occupy my mind/cute boys with actual potential (!!) But it’s not that bad, I just get sad and have been a bit avoid-y lately.
Kim y Novak was playing “I’ve Been Thinking” when I got there on time before anyone else was at the bar. That made me real happy. Also making me happy:
- cute Colombian boys
- dancing all night
- walking everywhere
- suntanning in February (!!)
- being warm
- the idea of living in my own place next week (!!)
I know now that I’ll never date Hardie again. Things are different. I don’t need him anymore. Instead, I easily go two weeks without talking to him and I think just about nothing of it. And it’s nice to know that when I get back to MO in July there’s someone literally waiting for me.
Below is some awesome story I wrote when out of my mind on something. I believe it was Thanksgiving. All by myself…
Filed under: Life Goals
For my first lent ever spent entirely in a almost wholly Latin American country, I am giving up:
- sleeping way too much
- soda (not carbonated juice, though – here there is a difference)
- cookies, galletas (starting after I finish my galletas de frutilla…)
- driving (by default since I’m about 6000 miles from my car!)
That’s all.
